My Girl

In case you didn't know... We have a new{ish} addition to our family! 

Her name is Reese. She is really pretty and happy and we love her a lot!

Here is her birth story.

Sidenote: I had {our now 2 1/2 year old} Oliver 3 weeks early, so throughout all of my pregnancy with Reese I just planned on having her early. This stressed me out because we had a family reunion and were moving within those weeks that I thought she was coming. 

Once I hit 37 weeks I was on edge 24/7! It's all I could think about...

was that a contraction? why can't I remember what a contraction feels like?

where will we all be sleeping when she comes? 

should I be lifting these boxes? I should lift more boxes.

I want her to come, but am I really ready for 2 kids?? 

I was going crazy...for reals.

Early on in the pregnancy my dr asked me if I would want to be induced. 

I quickly said no, because there's no way I was going to reach my due date!

{BTW- I was dilated to a 1 at 34 weeks, then a 3 at 37 weeks}

Well what do you know, my due date came and I was DONE being a crazy lady.

I had a dr appointment that day and asked when I could be induced. 

Much to my surprise she said, "today!" Didn't expect that. 

She told me to hurry home and grab my bag and get Oli situated and head to the hospital within 2 hours. 

Suddenly I wasn't so sure I was ready to share my love with another little feller just yet!

Last picture as a family of 3

My inlaws and sister in law took care of my little dude for the time I was in the hospital. It was so nice knowing he was in loving hands, 

I would've been a {bigger} stress case otherwise. 

My one and only belly picture

We got checked in around 2, I put my gown on, then we got to hang out for a while.

{I had to have penicilin in my system for 4 hours before getting anything going}

3 hours in, my nurse said we could break my water to start the process. She gave me the option of having my epidural first, and I was like HECK YEAH! 

Painless labor is pretty cool. 

Epidural...check

Broken water...check

Bachelorette Men Tell All on the tv...check {lucky Jon}

Within the hour after my water was broken, I was feeling lots of pressure with each contraction. 

It wasn't painful pressure, but I could definitely feel that Reese was getting ready to make her entrance! 

I clicked on the epidural-juice button a couple times in anticipation of pain, but it never came!

I was quickly dilated to a 10, things were moving really fast. 

My dr showed up, I pushed twice, felt everything {minus pain, again}

 then we heard the most piercing baby cry. 

This girl wanted her presence to be known! 

Welcome to the world, Reese Nicole! 

7lbs, 21 inches

Sweet in every way

I didn't tear as bad this time, and my recovery felt so much better. Lucky!!

I was often scared I wouldn't have anymore room in my heart for more kids...

Oliver took up all of the space! 

The amazing thing? My heart instantly grew bigger the day Reese was born.

Reese has been the best little baby. I recently started calling her "Flow" because she honestly just goes with the flow. As long as you aren't completely ignorning her, she is happy as can be. Even when her big bro is smothering her with "hugs and kisses". 

{his hugs= laying on top of her with all of his body weight...not so gentle but she just goes with it, grinning from ear to ear}

She is a great eater, semi-good sleeper, and nothing short of beautiful. 

I am so grateful to have a loving Heavenly Father that trusts me with these sweet babies. 

Being a mom of two under 2 has it's challenges, but I am quickly reminded what a blessing it is. 

Bed Rest

Last Thursday night as I was preparing for bed, I noticed I was having contractions very close together. 

I'm used to having Braxton Hicks every 40 minutes or so,
so I  didn't think anything was out of the ordinary when I was having contractions through out the day.

 After I washed my face and brushed my teeth I sat in bed and began to time each one. Turns out I was having a contraction every 3 to 5 minutes and they lasted about a minute. I was only 34 weeks and 4 days at this point so I reeeaallly didn't want to go to the hospital! 

I got in the bath around midnight and they didn't slow down at all. So reluctantly I had Jon call the doctor and she said we should go into labor and delivery. We asked her what the risk was of trying to just sleep through them and see if they stopped and she said we would probably be having our baby much sooner if we did that. Dang. Off to LDS hospital we went! 

We got checked in and the RN {who we loved, she was so nice} checked to see if I had dilated. 

Yep, I was dilated to a 3 and 60% effaced. "Well that's not what we want to see!" she said. 

I looked at Jon and we started laughing {slightly hysterically} because we were not prepared for this baby at all! We didn't even have a hospital bag packed, let alone diapers and wipes... nothing but our nursery furniture and bedding. 

They gave me a catheter to test my urine {so fun}, I couldn't really tell you what they were testing it for...

then I was given an iv and a shot of terbulatine {ouch} to relax the uterus and slow the contractions. 

It worked somewhat, but not enough to send me home so another bag of iv fluid, another shot of terbulatine and 4 hours later the contractions had slowed to every thirty minutes or so. 

It was 5:30 in the morning and they were ready to let us go home.

 They scheduled an appointment with my doctor the following Monday and told me I was to be on strict bed rest until then. We asked if I could even go to church and they said no. We were way sad about this because we were planning to go to Logan for the blessing of the Gordon's baby,
I'm sure it was beautiful. 

They also have me taking terbulatine every 6 hours to slow the contractions. 

We got home and headed straight to bed. Poor Jon slept for about 3 hours then had to go to campus to take a physics test :\  He was obviously really worried about it, but he did great and got an 85% :)

So Monday comes and I was so hopeful they would take me off bed rest, even though that is totally unrealistic! Dr Jackson checked me and I was still dilated to a 3 and was now 80% effaced. 

No getting out of bed for this girl for two more weeks. She said she wanted to see me get to 37 weeks before delivering this baby, because he still has some growing to do and some serious weight to gain. 

Today is day 9 out of 17. I'm more than half way through! 

I've been watching quite a bit of Netflix and Hulu, and the days actually go by pretty quick. 

The hardest part of it all has been not being able to go to work. I was planning on working up until week 38 or 39, but my body obviously had different things in mind. It wasn't the best timing because most of the employees are vacationing this month. Luckily the ones who are in town have been so willing to help..I just feel so bad for abandoning them without any warning.

Yesterday my sister and mom gave a wonderful baby shower with my friends and mom's side of the fam. 

It was supposed to be at Britt's in Park city, but they were so nice and brought it to my house. 

Even though it was WAY more work for them to throw it here, they didn't even complain once. 

Thank you so much Mom and Britt! It was so fun and all the little details were super cute.
Also thank you to those who came! Everyone was so nice and way too generous. 

This little feller is definitely surrounded by a lot of love from family and friends, we are so blessed. 

So for the next 8 days I'll just be laying here, eating as much as possible to help the babe put on some pounds. Hopefully it is working because I can just hear my bod telling me how FUN it is going to be to lose the weight I'm putting on :) It's all for the baby... he needs all the donuts and cookies he can get!

I meet with Dr Jackson again tomorrow, so stay tuned for any updates!

the little feller so far

Hey guess what? I total stranger asked me if I was pregnant today. I said, "Lucky for you, I am!" I wanted to give her a high five or something, because all I've been hearing is 'when are you going to look pregnant?' and 'are you sure there's a baby in there?'

My response? "You should see me when I'm naked!"

ha... that would never happen.

So here we are at 23 weeks! It's crazy to watch my belly grow. 

I'm grateful it's growing mainly because there is a little human in there and not entirely because I'm loving my coca cola a little much. 

I started feeling the little feller move around 16 weeks. At first it mostly felt little pokes all around my lower belly, but turned into stronger pokes and ROLLING around 18 weeks. 

Jon started to be able to feel the little movements around 19 weeks, but the babe likes to act like a statue as soon as one of our hands tries to feel him. 

The past couple of weeks I have been getting really sharp pains in my right upper back. Seriously? I was expecting my lower back to hurt but definitely not this. My dr said as long as my breathing is still normal, we're good! She also said working on my posture may help...I was slouching pretty badly when she gave me this tip :] 

Little does she know slouching actually lightens the stabbing pain momentarily! 

BUT I have to continually remind myself how lucky I have been in this pregnancy. I was basically just nauseous through the first trimester with very little {vomiting} and the week we entered the second trimester the nausea subsided! Hallelujah.

For the past ten weeks I've pretty much just been reeaallyy tired and on edge {mood wise} and I get heartburn at random times.

I'll take that over feeling like I'm on a roller coaster anyday! I don't think my hubby or employees would totally agree... sorry guys :/

We can't wait to meet him! It's crazy to think we only have 4 months to go. 

I wonder if this time will go fast? 

Hmm... probably not! 

Oh by the way. Jon is becoming an AMAZING foot masseuse. I am so lucky :)

Mothers, any tips on good leg exercises/movements to reduce cramping and swelling? 

Any of you experienced this sharp upper back pain? I'm assuming it's my ribs expanding... since that seems to be the case with the rest of my bod!

Is it normal to feel the babe move lots and lots for a few weeks, then just little bits here and there the next?

I just started going on walks 3-4 times a week {we are still in week one, ha}. Would it be okay to work up to a slow jog? Or is it smarter to just walk? 

Have you heard?

Have you heard the news? 

We are having a baby! Due the beginning of July.

Jon and I are really excited and anxious, but we still have quite a ways to go. 

On being prego so far...

The first trimester was pretty much horrible. 

I was lucky to not be a barf-face at all times, but I constantly felt like I had just gone on an incredible roller coaster at an amusement park, and felt like I could be a barf-face at any moment. 

Almost on the exact day I entered the second trimester I felt a lot of relief. 

I am still incredibly tired and Mrs. Grumpy Pants, but I can actually get through the work day now.

I will definitely be taking advantage of the next couple months and working as much as possible until the queeziness returns. 

As far as a baby belly goes...I just look really bloated. Yayyy..!

Luckily my pants still fit, but it is probably time to start investing in some comfortable mommy bottoms. 

When the Dr told me I wouldn't show until week 20 I was a little bummed and didn't really believe her.

Let's just hope in the next four weeks I start to look pregnant and not just chubby in the mid-section! 

We are in week 16, the babe is about the size of an avocado.
We will find out the gender in about a month! 

I can't wait to see our little Feller on screen, maybe it will feel more legit ;) 

What are your guesses... BOY or GIRL? 

FAQ's

Last night a total stranger made me feel pretty lousy about myself while asking me questions about my life.
Seriously within 15 minutes of meeting this person, I wanted to cry. 

Sometimes people ask me questions that I'm sure they don't mean to come off as insensitive...

but I think there's a time when you just need to stop asking. If that makes any sense at all. 

So I'm here today to answer some things that some of you may be wondering...just so we're clear. 

I may come off as a bit intense, but that's just because I'm tired of feeling judged. 

So hopefully this makes me feel better. We'll see.

Why did you move from Logan to Bountiful? 

Both of our sets of parents are here in Bountiful/Salt Lake so we were driving down here almost every single week. We literally never had time to relax on the weekends, as most of them were spent in the car. Also, Jon has always wanted to go to the UofU. He really just came up to USU because that's where I was at the time he returned from his mish. Now that we're here, my feller can truly bleed red. 

Have you graduated?

Nope, not with my Bachelor's degree at least. I do have my Associate's degree plus many credits beyond that, but wouldn't have my Bachelor's for about 2 more year- thanks to not being able to make up my mind in the beginning about what I wanted to do.

So why did you stop going to school? 

{this one is awkward to answer, especially when I have to really explain myself}

When I started college I didn't qualify for any grants or good loans, so I worked all summer to pretty much pay for housing and living expenses and the rest of my schooling was paid for with unsubsidized loans. If you don't know what those are, you're lucky. Basically they started accruing interest from day one, so today I have about $4,000 in debt JUST in credit. With that on top of the loans itself, I feel like I'm drowning. 

So we would really like to get that paid off asap, and I can't really work full time and pay for life and such if I'm going to school. 

Also, Jon and I had very strong feelings that I should stop going to school so we could start a family. 

If you'd like to know more about that you can ask me. 

When will you back to school?

Haha. Probably not for a while. Like I said, debt doesn't just go away. 

I would definitely like to be a teacher in the future but can't see myself doing that before having children.

I'd really like to go back when I'm older and the kids are in school. 

Isn't it just so hard to find a good job?

{this is usually asked while I'm at work and someone sees me}

Well I actually have a good job that pays pretty well, I feel so lucky to have this job. Yes it's too bad I look super great in my uniform { :) } but I'm paying the bills and am so grateful I am able to do so. 

Why don't you have any kids yet? 

I keep wondering the same thing.

Why would Jon go into dentistry, his family surely doesn't need another one?

Working on people's teeth kind of comes naturally to Jon, maybe this is because he has worked with his dad and brother for so long. It is a fantastic job that will support our family down the road. Hopefully no one thinks we are choosing the easy road, because it is an extremely expensive one to get down.

If you'd like to talk about your thoughts on how dentists are selfish, I'll let you talk to Jon :) 

This summer really gave Jon a new perspective on being a salesman. We at least know that he does NOT want to do that forever {besides selling your skills, of course}

We are hoping that a few years after dental school  we will be in a place {financially speaking} where Jon can get an education in music/sound engineering. He has always dreamed of doing this, so it will happen. We're just trying to choose the best order in which to do things.

 Why would you dye your hair black? 

{this is usually asked by little kids. Good thing they're cute ;)}

Well it was an accident, I was definitely going for dark brown. 

Now that it has been a couple days it has actually kind of grown on me! 

So today I'm feeling extremely grateful for a supportive husband and family and friends that are so understanding. Without these people I might just be hiding from the world. 

Here's to gaining some confidence and knowing just what to say. 

Busy Bee

I've been busy around here! Too busy to blog, which is sad. 

I just figure I need to leave a little update on what's up with the Feller's.

I'm a fan of the bullet style, so here we gooo.

-I have officially been out of Texas for 7 weeks and I'm really missing it!

Jon and I could totally see ourselves living there someday. Who's ready to drive 21 hours to visit us? :)

-Yogurtland has been open for 4 weeks. It has been fun to watch it grow and get busier each week!

 I'm pretty sure I'm the most annoying person I know because all I talk about is freaking yogurt.

 What is happening to me??

-My Feller came home for 6 days for a family reunion. Oh boy, it was glorious! 

I was too busy soaking him up to take any pictures, my bad. 

You should've seen our reunion at the airport. It was really cute and involved an epic twirly-hug. 

 Aren't twirly-hugs the best?

-We spent literally every waking minute together for 6 days straight, so sending him back to work was so so hard. It has made us both realize how important it is for him to have a career that doesn't require a ton of travel.

 We aren't good when we're apart more than a week...I'm sure you can all relate. 

I am on edge. Always. Luckily work life has kept me busaaay. 

-If you are fb friends with me, you may have seen that I hired a high school couple without knowing?

Oh it was so crazy to find out and I was all worried there would be drama and they would get off-task with the flirtations, but actually they are awesome! I love working with them and they are some of my best employees. They probably think I'm super lame when I'm giving them advice on how to make a high school relationship last...they are just so giggly. All the time. 

-I expected to have tons of time to see friends and family as soon as I moved back to Utah, but having one day off a week doesn't give me much play time.

 It's pretty frustrating! I'm sure it won't always be like this.

Luckily I'm living with my big sista for the summer so I can at least spend sometime with her and my niece. 

I definitely thought I'd see them more than I do!
-I really dislike money. REALLY dislike it. We've spent over $500 on gas out in Texas..lame!
 Let's hope it has been worth it, and the guys riding with Jon everyday will pay him back.

-I went apartment hunting around Salt Lake with my sis today..it wasn't successful. 

It amazes me how expensive really crappy apartments are! One thing I need is to feel safe, and it's really hard to find a place that feels secure..and like home. Unless of course I want to spend more than a thousand each month. Which is impossible. 

Here's to hoping something great will find US. 

Yeah...right.

If any of you know of places in the Salt Lake area that are decent, would ya mind sharing some info?

Sorry for the lame post. Hope you are all dandy and haven't forgotten about this old blog!